You are precious and wonderfully made. Yahuweh, the Maker of the heavens and earth, knew you from your mother’s womb. He knows your thoughts and awaits your decision. As you repent and invite Him into your life, His Spirit will live within you. Eventually, when you awake, for those born of His Spirit do not die, you will remain with Him.
“Blessed are those doing His commands, so that the authority shall be theirs unto the tree of life, and to enter through the gates into the City.” Revelation 22:14.
The one who says, “I know Him,” and does not guard His commands, (e.g. the Sabbath) is a liar, and the truth is not in him. 1 Yohanan/John 2:4. Also see James 2:10/11.
Everyone who sins breaks the law, for sin is lawlessness. 1 Yohanan/John 3:4.